Moody~
Monday, April 21, 2008 | 9:02 PM
Had a tiff with GF. I guess.. really most of the time is my fault.. I really didn't cold to you my dear.. Is only wanted you to have your own time for this time round.. My inconsistancy.... Doin some self reflection.. actually i didn't really find inconsistancy in me.. Its only sometimes words cant be said to you. Becoz i am afraid I phrase it wrongly, or what, will led to misunderstandings and quarrells.
Actually.. sometimes is just purely no mood to talk. Thats y never called you. ( Last time, not today!! ). As you should noe Gemini de person de.. Me will also mood swing de ahh~. Alot of things I felt is not dun wanna let you noe, nor not wanna tell you.. Is just my own smelly fart. I dunno how to phrase it.. I dun wanna misunderstandings to take place..
Is not i dun understand you.. Yes i wont admit i 100% understand you. But dear, I am trying.
You noe mah dear.. when u said tt " during this time, if find better de person, go ahead lo." Really very heart pain.. Suddenly think dao the dream i had dreamt ytd nite.. If I had indirectly made you cold.. Dear, your this sentence directly made me cold.. I really dun wanna lose you dear..
I am sorry..
P.S I Love You Hazel