Thursday, January 17, 2008 | 6:31 PM
Sry for not blogging yesterday XD! give baby~ scold for not maintainin this blog T.T hahas.. Sry baby~ will try my best to make this blog alive 1 ^^!
16/1/08Yawn!!! had a good sleep ba?? hahas.. yeah.. although sch starts at 12pm, early morning went to meet up with baby~ ler. Missed her ooo~~~. Reached her hse outside abt 10am and sat there to wait for my yummmy breakfast she has made ^^! Went to a void deck sat there and eat oo~~
Her breakfast was.... WONDERFUL!!! although was kinda full ler, but still.. At that moment, just wanna finished everything up. Burp~! finally everything when into my stomach ler =X. Thanks baby~ for this very very wonderful breakfast ooo~!
Left her place at 11am.. Juz left awhile jiu start to missh her lerr >< sigh~~ bo bian got sch oo.. Heng reach class on time.. Asked for my maths common test result. Guess what? C+!!! muahaha.!! Class was boring as usual... then today got make up lesson for the on coming lab test ooo.. Sry baby~ spoilt ur plan for todae.. sumimaseh neh.! Class dragged till going to 6 lo.. Reached home abt 6+ and makan dinner ler jiu go over her place looo.
Talk abt alot of our past ooo.. Said alot of our families happenings.. Ya, she cried oo~ Awww ><
*sayang sayang* Kinda heart pain ya... Can feel her pain when she said it.. Hugs baby*
Suddenly jie sms me say mummy went to hospital @_@! stunned lor.. remb going out tt time saw her hao hao de.. then suddenly say heart jump dao no up no down. then call ambulance come sent her to SGH.. Many times liddat liao wor.. * Prays nth serious will happen * Cant even call down ask how ler.. Juz have to wait and wait and wait ba.. Hopes she is alright ya.. Cant afford to lose my mum ler.. Ah pa left us already brought to me tremendous pain to me and my family ler.. Don't wish to happen once more again * Bobi ahhh *
Sleep early oo tonite.. Baby~ need to wake up early tml to work lerrrr.. Haish~ Knowing she is stressing over financial issues.. Wanted to help her badly lor.. Cant bare to see her liddat.. But how?? I got study wor.. Wanting to take up weekend jobs to earn extra income to help her ooo.. But if take weekend job ler.. really have lesser time to see her ler~~ sighhh~~
Baby~ 我是不是很没有用啊？
Nites off ler oo~~ Sleep tight baby~ Shhhhh~~~ Do Not Disturb*
17/1/08Not a good day ba... Had a bad feeling something will happen.. My feeling always very zhun 1. Tryin to avoid ler, But still siam bu liao =/. That ish quarrell with my baby~ lo.... T_T.. I noe i was wrong to never tell you earlier on.. But i got reasons to it de mahh.. Ish realli 真的很想你。。真心要陪你吃， 陪你回家的。。 But your that 1 sentence really head shot me lo..At least still able to hong u smile and happy 起来 ba =)..
And ya.. Randy's words really very enlightening. Xie oo~~ Now i realli noe y baby~ and him so gum liao. Hahas..
Went to supper tog with my buncha friends ya.. Although the food was great, but something makes me kinda unhappy abt ba..Ya, reached back home ard 2+ ler.. Hou tired ahh!!!
Yawnn~~~ Sleeping lerr Nitex Nitex oo~~ Sleep tight baby~
18/1/08Heard that baby~ todae alone ooo~ Thats y skip my night lesson to fetch her oo. Omg, was late XD Oops.. Saw her coming ler, but till den then noe Randy was there too. Abit disappointed ba. But nvm la, can see baby~ smile also not bad liao ^^ made all disappointment faded away quickly. Was wanted to meet her and discuss on the Genting trip de.. But "some1" already beforehand go meet and told her?. Ya... eat back at the same market, and pei her home oo..Think alot of things during the way home ba.. Was like going to limit break liao.. 越来越不爽了。。 Although he never use underhand style instead using the "gentleman" way to chase her like her... But hello? we 2 are coupled ler lo? Plz lei.. Put urself in my shoes can..? The way u treat her, is like too over? Although i may lose u in some ways.. But the fact is, we are together you noe? Somehow i felt betrayed and backstabbing lor..Although feeling cant be explained.. Want come jiu come liao.. But hor, friends lei.. Somemore u were my 1 of the best friend lor.. Can restrict yourelf anot..? Come on la.. you think lor.. What if you were me? Then another friend do all these small actions to your gf. What will euu feel?
Baby~.. I noe you needs me to understand you, to care to be more xi xin to you.. I am realli damn trying liao.. But in love.. Not onli the ger needs it lor.. The guy also equally needs what the ger needed too.. I need the sense of security.. Need ya to understand me... Put u into my shoes too..
Love patient..
Love is kind..
It does not envy..
It does not boast..
Not self-seeking..
Not easily angered..
Does not keeps no records of wrongs..
Does forgives and forgets..
Loves never fails..
I will always protects.. always trusts.. always hopes and always PERSEVERES!!!
I realli... realli very loves you dar... Really...
